So, here I am on my first blog. Shall I be witty, angry, clever, upset? Dare I say happy? No, I dare not....be. Life right now is such a reach. Down, down into some recylable paper cup where little straws taunt me. Pick me! Pick me! You insane momma! Well, I'd truly love to select one, but I'm terrified of the results. I stand at the brink of divorce after only two years. I stand, with a two year old wonder I call Emma grasping my hand and looking up at me with no clue of her fate. It...