The New Year has begun, and with it, I have started anew. My soon to be divorced husband saw an email to my sister saying that I would probably be home in April. He sat and brooded on this information he stole from my hotmail account which I thought he didn't have access to for several days until it exploded New Years Eve. I told him yes, I was ready to leave this life. There were lots of harsh words said and the frequent verbal abuse I sustain hit me again. He went on and on about how hard he had tried but nothing made me happy. I broke into his email and found he had emailed some girl named Nicki who apparently is a very special person he would like to talk to more. Right, he was trying REAL hard, wasn't he? After throwing this information back at him, the defensiveness came out and once again I was a horrible person......
I know this all sounds like emotional crap that is extremely hurtful, and it is, but I'm glad it happened finally. Now, we both start the New Year with a sense of our diverging lifes. We've talked since and things are more amicable now than they have been in some time.
For those of you who have been wondering, it looks like I will be home in April, May at the latest.
So that's it. It's finally done and my daughter and I can get on with our lives.